Back To School Tomorrow

Well, I went to see the attorney Friday and found out that if I file for bankruptcy I will have to renege on a deal I made with one of my employees. He has been a God send to me and I just couldn't do that to him. I told the attorney to just forget it and left the office. I will find some other way out of this mess. I know that I couldn't look at myself in the mirror the next day if I had done that. Oh well, so much for that idea. I don't know why the Lord is testing me like this. the last 18 months have been some of the toughtest of my life. I know the Lord has a plan for me, I just need to have the patience to accept His timetable.

My boyfriend and his kids came to visit this weekend. I am just so not sure about where this relationship is going. Sometimes I feel so good about it and other times I feel like I am into this relationship so much more than he is. I think part of it is that I am wearing my feelings on my sleeve. Between that and the career change, I feel my life is upside down. I hope that means it can only go up from here.

Back to school tomorrow after spring break. I sure wish I had been able to relax more and had a little more time. Nine more weeks and our summer break will be here. It won't be soon enough.