Finally!!

I finished my first year teaching and I feel so let down. I wish I felt more successful about this past year. My principal told me that very few 1st year teachers feel real successful. Now what to do with my life.

I have a driving job - out of Louisville. I can't really say I am excited about getting back in a truck, but it will pay the bills (I hope.)

I don't seem to be getting along with my mother at the moment, but she is being catty about the entire situation. No telling what I have done now! She won't come out and tell me, she will just not have anything to do with me unless is has to do with my money. I just divorced a man that only wanted me for my ability to pay bills and I get the same feeling from my mom. She doesn't ever talk to me unless it has something to do with how I am going to spend my money (or lack thereof.)

I guess I am just feeling down today and having a nice little pity party for me. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.